Yup,  the haterade is flowing tonight.  Yes,  i  bought a whole shitload when i went to Costco.  Everyone knows that i work in town.  And everyone knows what kind of person i am.  I am a very laid back and happy person.  I also have a short temper.  Now how does that make sense monkey spam?  Laid back but has a short fuse?  Well i have a short temper only on certain things.  The rest i'm fine.  The short fuse has a purpose though.  It's to get me back to calm.  Once i let it out,  i'm good again.  One of the things i have a short fuse on is when things i have no control over or that are not my fault affect me in a negative way.  So at work,  i'm having a hard time placing a house because the insurance company is asking me all these questions,  and i get pissed.  This insurance company had this house before,  but mistakenly took it off.  so i have to rewrite it.  NOT my fault.  Their fault.  They keep asking these questions,  which delays coverage on the house.  They finally tell me that if i can't get the neccesary info to them they're gonna reject the application.  So i get pissed.  my coworker says that that's not how an "good" agent should act and if she should go call my dad about this account.  I handle all my dad's personal accounts.  Not him.  So let me handle it beeatch.  So i'm trying to get the info and shiz........later on in the night i get a call from my pops.  He talks about how i gotta be more helpful and shiz,  and all this other shiz.  I'm thinking.......how does he know all this shiz that went on this afternoon when he wasn't even there?  ah ha.  She must've called my dad and told him the situation and my so called "shortcomings" as an agent.  She probably thinks how shitty of an agent i am and how great my dad is.  Well lemme tell you something:

1)  my dad is great.  i view him as one of the greatest agents of all time.  my hero.  2) i'm NOT my DAD.  3) Who the fuck are you to tell me how i should act to my clients?  Remember,  i pay your salary beeatch.  You should be helping me and be on my side,  not making me more pissed off.  4) When i'm talking or around my clients,  i am professional with them.  i dont' talk down to them or do shiz like that.  i know it's about building relationships.  And i can do that.

So with that tomorrow i'm gonna solve this problem.  I might be wrong in my thinking,  i should be like a sponge and learn from this situation and shiz,  that my coworker has a ton more experience than me in insurance and i should listen to her.  Well she might have more experience in the insurance industry than me,  but i sure have a lot more experience in being an agent than her.  so she should shut her trap.  But i AM gonna learn from this.

All that shiz up above reeked with haterade.  On to happier stuff.  Like my new eating habits.  Like new excersise.  Me and Will walk from Ala moana to the zoo and back for excersise.  4 freeking miles.  Hopefully it does us good.  Last night we decided to try this new place in town.....the cheesecake factory.  Oh god.  On the way back we decided to eat there cause it's not like we eat there every day.  got there at 9:30.  didn't sit down till 10:10.  What the hell.  By this time is was ready to eat the pager they gave me.  So we order,  Will got the ono fish while i got a chinese chicken salad for 11.95.  The shiz was big, so big that i didn't,  not couldn't finish it.  Since we will rarely come here,  we decided to go off the diet and order us a piece of cheesecake.  YUMMY.  Because i'm a choco freek,  i get the Godiva cheesecake.  then Will says,  you can't have the cheesecake without the ala mode.  So after debating for a very long millisecond,  i say,  gimme the choco ice cream with it.  i must've went berserk for a split second cause i remember also saying that i wanted hot fudge too.  OMG.  When i saw the thing,  my heart felt all those calories i was about to partake in and i think it had a heart attack.  i got the cheesecake,  with a godiva piece of choco on top,  two mountains of whip cream,  and on the side two scoops of choco ice cream.  To top it all off,  a laddle of hot fudge.   Heaven i tell you.  So rich.  So good.  BUT i felt so much guilt that i only ate half of it.  What a shining moment.  Resisting cheesecake.  Then the bill.  shiz,  that cheesecake was 10.50!!!  almost the same price as my salad!!!  But das ok.  So evil that place.  But good food.

So,  after all this rambling,  you'd think i run out of the haterade and am all better now.  i hope so.  Tomorrow's friday,  which means of course movie night: Harry Potter.  Give me a holla if you wanna go so i can at least get the tickets for you.  you don't even have to sit with me.  alright,  peoples,  i'll catch you laterz,  and Happy Birthday Diana,  i'll try to make it!!!

Jeez what a long weekend......i almost wanted to go to work........almost. A bad day of doing nothing always beats a good day at work right? Most of the time. i could give you guys the 411 of the entire weekend but there's almost nothing to tell. No juicy scoops, nothing i'm dying to tell the world of myspace, just stuff to chew the fat.......

Wait. There is some news. My friend is dying. Ok, he's not really dying, but he likes to think so cause it will help him keep on his diet. Hopefully for me, his diet will rub off on me and i'll be the beneficary. I'm already eating salads. I've gone to both McDonalds and Burger King and left without a burger, fries, or the most humongous drink in all the land. Just a ceasar salad. What the heck am i thinking? It's even more expensive than the shiz i usually buy. But i'm gonna try.  who knows.........

I just watched a great movie.  It's called "Love Actually".  This is one movie that i didn't see in the theatres,  but bought it on the premonition that this sappy love story would actually be worth keeping.  The answer is yes.  The only problem with it is that the only people i saw it with is my trusty Playstation,  an electric fly killer,  and my DSC-T1.  What great company.  They don't say much,  very cheap dates i'd say.

I'll try this posting pic thing again.  This is from the Sunday Poker Tourney at Kastle Kanno.  Competition was fierce,  as you can see from this pic.

Big da pic eh?  suffer.   There was actually another room of guys playin too.  What a great time.  but if you didn't gamble it got pretty boring pretty fast.  The only guy looking at the camera is an idiot.  his name is ronson.  You probably seen him around the clubs wearing the old school aloha shirts and dancing till the cows come home.  But don't let his looks fool you.  He's even a bigger idiot in real life.  the med school thing is just a facade.

Well that's it.  Nothing exciting.  No non-english speaking girls not knowing a come on when they see one,  no going out with a girl that already has a boyfriend,  absolutely nothing.  Which sometimes can be good.  I am waiting for the day that i got something exciting to say like "i'm not a gimp anymore,  i can finally play basketball again" or " i finally got a girlfriend",  but for right now i don't.  it's almost midnight,  so it's time to hit the sack.  see you laterz,  till we meet again.

Last night was pretty shitty but i did come to this conclusion....

GORDON IS THE MAN!!!! I DUNNO HOW HE DOES IT?!!!!  I WISH I HAD THAT KIND OF GAME!!!!

The man in drinking,  that is...........just wanted to see if you're reading my xanga Iolani Diarrhea.......lol